Do you feel the inner shift?

We Are Evolving

I didn't know what this entry would be about, it's like a mixture of things, of everything. It's been a month since I have blogged, it's 3 months into the year, and so much has happened within us and all around us. I am not just going to say that so much has happened within me and all around me, because we are all going through something internally, and externally. We are in Saturn Pluto transit as well as the first Mercury Retrograde of the year. So this is a big transformation for everyone, no one gets by unscathed.

It is best that we don't take people too seriously or personally during this retrograde transit, just let people be how they're going to be. Don't argue with them, or stress yourself out trying to get your point across, it's like there's a block, they won't hear you, or understand you well. True story, this has already happened to me today. The Mercury Retrograde goes into post phase on March 10th, and that's where we will see all of our manifestations come to life from the pre-phase. We will be reaping what we have sown. It began on February 16th and the post-shadow phase ends on March 29th.

It isn't a time to be worried about anything that we have planted. I look at Mercury Retrograde differently now, as in what is it trying to teach me. To retro means to redo, to re-visit, re-vise, go back and fix things, and this our chance. There is a special kind of energy available to us at this time period. The Universe is always working to for us, never against us. I heard someone say that God has your back, not the Universe, and it was so confusing to me, because God is everything. How is God not the Universe, if God created the Universe? There are countless names for God, and people use different names, but we are all talking about the same energy, the same Source, that of which everything has come from, and everything returns to.

I also made a commitment to blogging since this is a leap year, and my youngest son was born on a leap year, tomorrow is his birthday. I remember my doctor asking me if I could hold on for one more day so that I could have him on March 1st, I just wanted him to come here safely, it didn't matter much about his birthday.

So I have an extra day in February to make the month for getting a blog entry in, yay! I love writing and it could be about anything, but this blog is about us, and how we can grow internally so that we can flourish externally. I am grateful that you have stuck this thing out with me, I truly appreciate you supporting this blog.

It appears that nothing is ever perfect, but all things are in perfection, because all things are Divine, as everything has its purpose. On the surface it may not appear so, but even the most cruelest things serve a purpose, and tell a story.

When I look at my life and the things that I have experienced, I know that I am here for a special purpose. I have also come to feel that I am settling karmic debts in this lifetime so that I won't experience them in another. I have wondered why some of things that I have experienced happened for me, but I know that there is a larger purpose, and it's not about me as much as I think it is.

You may want to debate on this, but there is no one reason why we have come. We have all come here to elevate beyond our spiritual level, to be guardian angels, and to do Divine work. All of our experiences happened for us to awaken us to the illusion that we have engulfed ourselves in on this plane-t or plan-et.

We become deceived by the very senses that were put in place to protect us. We get caught up in this life in this place like we don't leave it all here. We forget that we are travelers, and we are passing through, but we have some important things to do, as we pass through. We have experiences here, and we emotionally attach ourselves to them, so much so that they will follow us when we leave if we don't detach from them. We forget that we were born to die. And when I speak of dying, I am talking about the deaths that we experience over and over here. It's like we die 1,000 times before we ever leave the plane, spiritually we are re-born again and again. Then we experience a physical death, just of this body and the inner workings of it on this plane, but it's not the end of us.

When you feel like people don't hear you, remember that they can only hear you from their own level of consciousness. This is why your words resonate with some people, and not so much with others. Some people will never hear what you're saying, no matter how loud you're saying it, no matter how much you say it, they have to experience it for themselves. We experience things how we see them, we understand things from our own perspective. Whenever we read something, we read it and relate it to ourselves.

Whatever happens in your life is no mistake, it has a purpose, even if you don't understand it. When we began to compare our lives to others, we can find ourselves feeling horrible. When we wonder why things seem to go so smoothly for another more than for ourselves, we make ourselves feel miserable. We can't see happiness unless we're looking within. With this Saturn-Pluto transit I am sure that you feel a shift within, and if you don't, just give it some time, you will. "Every occurrence of Saturn – Pluto conjunction is a relatively rare event that happens approximately every 33–38 years and lasts slightly over two years. Saturn – Pluto conjunction can be seen as a “global Saturn return” of karmic nature that applies to the whole world."timenomad.app/posts/astrology/event/2019/03/14/timeline-of-saturn-pluto-conjunction-of-2020-and-its-karmic-meaning.html

But this post is not just about this transit and retrogrades, I include those occurrences because they affect us all, whether we know it or not. It's better that we know, so that we don't think that we're going nuts. And then we will also understand why so many people are exiting the plane, and exiting our lives. You can research more of it on your own.

Since the new year, I have experienced ups and downs in all areas of my life, from health, to business, to relationships. I don't any area of my life hasn't been put under a microscope for me to focus on and deal with. If I could ask the Universe for anything, it would be more awareness. I aim to be aware of how I treat people, how I feel when I am around someone, how I feel when I am alone, aware in my choices, and aware of my thoughts. One could never have enough awareness. I truly believe that everything happens as it supposed to, but wouldn't you like to make the choice that would bring the most desired outcome for you? God is in control and I say that again and again to myself, especially when something happens that is uncomfortable or unwanted for me.

Sometimes we become so focused on what happened or didn't happen for us that we miss out on golden opportunities. We may not ever understand why, but we do have to keep going. On this plane, and even when we exit, we are always coming and going, it never stops, it never ends. I have held onto one thing, missing out on another. We say we let go, but then when the conversation comes up, we realize that there is still something there that's nudging at us.

When we are going through tragedy or unfortunate situations, it becomes difficult to shift our minds to bring forth the opposite of what we're experiencing, yet we want things to change. Nothing can change without us changing first. We don't have the control to change a single person on this Earth, not even our children. We can only change what's happening within ourselves, and then the outer environment will begin to change itself.

It's what we believe on a deep subconscious level that will happen, and that happens for us. If we believe that we will always be in a certain situation, that will be true. If we believe that it will never happen for us, whatever it is, that will prove true also. The hardest time that I've had in my life of shifting is what I believe about my health. See with health you become submersed in your senses of what's happening in your body and to you. You feel the pain and the symptoms, so it becomes difficult to shift your mind and heart that you are getting better, that something different is happening for you. But it never shifts, it never gets better, until you get better on the inside.

This is where subconsciousness reprogramming comes in. We must change our program, interrupt our program, break our program, to reprogram. It is a struggle to stay in the uncomfortable space not returning to our comfortable misery. And the subconscious mind will create scenarios cloaked in all kinds of situations and excuses, so that we can return to the old, the old that really no longer serves us. I have been working on my subconscious programming for over 2 years now, and it's still a constant practice. It's like everything else that we do in life, we must practice to make perfect. We learn through repetition. We develop habits through repetition. What are you repeating? What are you continuously telling yourself? What is your inner voice constantly repeating? This is what becomes of us. This becomes our life. This becomes our truth.

Thanks for sticking by my side!
Infinite love to you!

Quel

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